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Never Come the Day You Take
My Hope Away
When times are tough and the situations are rough and every thing seems to beat us down but we still stand our ground, it's hard to keep up with that elusive thing called hope.
So quick and so fast I run aghast. The sadness it frightens me and wears me down like a waterfall crashing and carving through even the strongest of stones. They stand their ground and so should I but the torment seems never ending.
A Pandora's Box without a lock and yet I dare to open it – for her – for my Hope.
Depression is such a horrible thing. It always tells me "No" and I don't know where to go. It confines me to dark places forced to stare at cold faces. It weakens me – it's eating me and all I'm left with is those precious mementos of the dreams I've had in my heart.
But the world's not a perfect place and the things that have been done may have been mistakes and yet no one it seems is listening to my prayers.
Block my heart from creating its art and I'll try my best not to cry – not to die a broken man.
The things they challenge me and yell at me, beating me down with their lies. It uses time as a rifle and shoots me down every toilsome try. Slick as a fish; I fumble to control my hope like a diamond dropped above the waters at the sea.
My heart is sighing when the things I love are dying but still others are oblivious to why I'm crying.
"Come not! I am here to stand in your way. You will never succeed amongst me."
There's got to be a way. There must be – it must be there. How then would I pray if I have nothing to pray to? It's just got to be so for I can not let my heart go. Where is hope when I need it the most? Is it hiding from me? Are they lying to me? Where has my hope gone?
Have I lost? Is it worth the costs? My worn armor frightens me with the memories we've had. Please, don't smite me down. Do you do this just to spite me? Why do you constantly fight me? I want to bite but I know it's not right and nothing will change except me. I have become my greatest enemy, my own slayer – a frayer unraveling all my dreams.
The tangled strings mock me with its complexity always perplexing me without a view of an ultimate resolution.
It contradicts me. It daunts and it haunts me. Will I resist from hate and continue this debate or will I flee and never be free of this burden? Where am I to look to if not to hope?
Bind me, grind me, lie to me – bring the death of me – but never the death of my dreams and aspirations.
Hesitation, aggravation, instigation, vexation. Apprehension and tension, lacking true convictions, a loss of my direction. Elicitations of the realities controversy to my formalities. A myriad of gravid complications and feasible eradications due to a lack of education and commiseration.
…My heart and I are here to stay so never come the day you take my hope away.
~Wolf
My Hope Away
When times are tough and the situations are rough and every thing seems to beat us down but we still stand our ground, it's hard to keep up with that elusive thing called hope.
So quick and so fast I run aghast. The sadness it frightens me and wears me down like a waterfall crashing and carving through even the strongest of stones. They stand their ground and so should I but the torment seems never ending.
A Pandora's Box without a lock and yet I dare to open it – for her – for my Hope.
Depression is such a horrible thing. It always tells me "No" and I don't know where to go. It confines me to dark places forced to stare at cold faces. It weakens me – it's eating me and all I'm left with is those precious mementos of the dreams I've had in my heart.
But the world's not a perfect place and the things that have been done may have been mistakes and yet no one it seems is listening to my prayers.
Block my heart from creating its art and I'll try my best not to cry – not to die a broken man.
The things they challenge me and yell at me, beating me down with their lies. It uses time as a rifle and shoots me down every toilsome try. Slick as a fish; I fumble to control my hope like a diamond dropped above the waters at the sea.
My heart is sighing when the things I love are dying but still others are oblivious to why I'm crying.
"Come not! I am here to stand in your way. You will never succeed amongst me."
There's got to be a way. There must be – it must be there. How then would I pray if I have nothing to pray to? It's just got to be so for I can not let my heart go. Where is hope when I need it the most? Is it hiding from me? Are they lying to me? Where has my hope gone?
Have I lost? Is it worth the costs? My worn armor frightens me with the memories we've had. Please, don't smite me down. Do you do this just to spite me? Why do you constantly fight me? I want to bite but I know it's not right and nothing will change except me. I have become my greatest enemy, my own slayer – a frayer unraveling all my dreams.
The tangled strings mock me with its complexity always perplexing me without a view of an ultimate resolution.
It contradicts me. It daunts and it haunts me. Will I resist from hate and continue this debate or will I flee and never be free of this burden? Where am I to look to if not to hope?
Bind me, grind me, lie to me – bring the death of me – but never the death of my dreams and aspirations.
Hesitation, aggravation, instigation, vexation. Apprehension and tension, lacking true convictions, a loss of my direction. Elicitations of the realities controversy to my formalities. A myriad of gravid complications and feasible eradications due to a lack of education and commiseration.
…My heart and I are here to stay so never come the day you take my hope away.
~Wolf
...I'm kinda down right now. I went to my meeting with Patricia Dominguez, field representative of Jeff Bingaman, one of my state's US Senators, about the delistment of the wolves from the ESA in Montana and Idaho but it did not bode well. Just more time to sit and wait while my brothers and sisters are being killed.....in vain.
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There's so much B*llsh*t superstition and a lack of good scientific proof of many topics related to this issue. I honestly believe it was coerced for monetary reasons. But you can't fight that. Those deals are done over cocktails, not the press.
There are people that don't know and those that are taught to believe and there's the bad men that know better but they are selfish, greedy, and corrupt. Bang for your Buck, should be the slogan for the US Fish and Game and all the outfitters directly associated with them.
No, this sh*t is going to be sat on just as the eradication efforts of the past. 5,500+ (and that's being extremely generous) wolf pelts were collected in one year in Montana - one year. Do you not think that groups of people did not try to stop this? Of course they did...of course they tried as hard as they could. But bureaucracy sat on the bills, never allowing them to pass, buying enough time to wipe out as many as possible while increasing the price of the bounties.
They will sit on this and there damage will be done. My brothers and sisters are being killed and there's nothing I can do to stop it immediately...just time...time spent fighting until they have to give in - but it could be too late. Genetic deformities have already occurred in Michigan's Isle Royale wolves since their populations are low and they are cut off from other packs for quite some time. Bone deformities have been reported due to inbreeding.
There's so-so-SO much more, god there's so much more. This is a totally screwed up debate. We even speculate insurance fraud on a claim that just "coincidentally" happened less than a month from the decline to the preliminary injunction and even in the same city (a suburb of it)! This claim IS radical. Nothing ever like it in the recorded history of reports on wolf behavior. Totally radical and false.
So many lies in this government and secrets unbeknown to the vast majority. It's sickening this monetary system. James Madison, Thomas Jefferson, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. spoke about this monetary system being the incarnation of corruption; corruption in the government and corruption amongst all people when they fall ill to "illusional separation".
*Grrrrrr*
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I don't know what else to say. The science is there but this disgusting act will not stop for at least 8 months or a year to a decade or more.
This is revolting.
..............
There's so much B*llsh*t superstition and a lack of good scientific proof of many topics related to this issue. I honestly believe it was coerced for monetary reasons. But you can't fight that. Those deals are done over cocktails, not the press.
There are people that don't know and those that are taught to believe and there's the bad men that know better but they are selfish, greedy, and corrupt. Bang for your Buck, should be the slogan for the US Fish and Game and all the outfitters directly associated with them.
No, this sh*t is going to be sat on just as the eradication efforts of the past. 5,500+ (and that's being extremely generous) wolf pelts were collected in one year in Montana - one year. Do you not think that groups of people did not try to stop this? Of course they did...of course they tried as hard as they could. But bureaucracy sat on the bills, never allowing them to pass, buying enough time to wipe out as many as possible while increasing the price of the bounties.
They will sit on this and there damage will be done. My brothers and sisters are being killed and there's nothing I can do to stop it immediately...just time...time spent fighting until they have to give in - but it could be too late. Genetic deformities have already occurred in Michigan's Isle Royale wolves since their populations are low and they are cut off from other packs for quite some time. Bone deformities have been reported due to inbreeding.
There's so-so-SO much more, god there's so much more. This is a totally screwed up debate. We even speculate insurance fraud on a claim that just "coincidentally" happened less than a month from the decline to the preliminary injunction and even in the same city (a suburb of it)! This claim IS radical. Nothing ever like it in the recorded history of reports on wolf behavior. Totally radical and false.
So many lies in this government and secrets unbeknown to the vast majority. It's sickening this monetary system. James Madison, Thomas Jefferson, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. spoke about this monetary system being the incarnation of corruption; corruption in the government and corruption amongst all people when they fall ill to "illusional separation".
*Grrrrrr*
................
I don't know what else to say. The science is there but this disgusting act will not stop for at least 8 months or a year to a decade or more.
This is revolting.
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